Monday, 23 May 2016

Nakupenda Vicrazy

I know,
..promising you heaven,
and I am a sinner,
,promising you the sun,
and my life is full of darkness,
..promising you, to love you,
....to the moon and back,
I know, Yes I know,
,its all crazy..
..but I ever trying to be normal,
and end up with my promises,
..promising you a home,
and I don't have even my own house,
,promising you a car of your choice,
and I even don't own a bicycle..
..promising you clothes and shoes,
and I always recycle mine..
And I end up looking crazy..
..but don't blame me,
try blaming yourself..
Because, because of you,
I cant control myself,
And if I do..
I will loose you..
..so whenever I promise you anything,
Just pray for me ..
.. and believe in me..
In keeping my promises,
...because I promise to here for you,
When you are there,
and when you are here,
..al be there for you..
Hahaa that crazy but true,
..al because you..
..I promise to fly,
,and I dont have wings,
....nor I aint Superman,
But I will take you to cloud nine,
..till the tenth one,
And I promise you will go crazy,
....as I am now..
Yeah am feeling crazy..
..crazy for you..
Crazy enough to think of you..
,time to time..
Crazy enough to shout your name,
,coz it a crime,
..and if it where, then,
I will be crazy beyond now,
....to add I love you,
,before I shout you name..
because I just don't care,
..who's watching,
just as a crazy man..
.....yes, I will pick up my broken heart pieces,
..like how a crazy man collects papers,
And I will join them a back together,
,with your help..
..because you drive me crazy..
.....and it will be crazy love..
from me, that what you deserve..
because ....Nakupenda vicrazy...

                       ⓒ2016

Friday, 13 May 2016

Ugly Is Beautiful

Beauty hearts..
..beauty hurts..
Love is beautiful,
,hate aint ugly,
..but its ever angry,
...at all time filled with envy,
beauty attracts,
..strongly attacks..
Ugly defends,
..ugly "defriends"
And become an enemy,
..no..!! Its made an enemy,
because of its beauty,
...and out standing unity,
Mentally, spiritually,
,emotionally and physically.
..Ugly also attracts..
but really attacks,
Because,
,beauty is weak..
..like a holed bottle,
slowly it leaks..
...from and to a battle,
till it's empty,
..to the last drop.
and latter complains,
,pointlessly explains..
..that ugly, come out unfair,
....dressed lovely,
and masked the game.,
..but, who's to blame..??
Ugly comes clean,
..beauty wants to win,
and in between,
...mmmh, "lets bet a win"
People say..
,but beauty deceives,
...and people believe,
And when ugly try's to reveal,
..to make it real,
it gets dusted out,
like a man whom wants to shout,
..it gets cleared in the throat,
Washed away in thoughts,
...but ugly stands out
like a swollen toe,
..to be beautiful,
...that's all I know,
Yes, nod you head,
..also go ahead ..
And say its true...
..that, ugly..
Is Beautiful.
..thank, you.

                        ⓒ2016

Wednesday, 11 May 2016

They Don't Know

The world is mimicking my voice of hopes,
,my fears murmuring my failures,
My little save strength,
...pushed at a slippery slope,
with a two string knotted rope..
..to hold on to.
my pain confirming my doubts,
doubting my dreams..
..on having a better..
...and a brighter future..
filled with success and excellences,
drugging my hard work,
..to my negative side..
where laziness rules..
,,,to every door I approach,
Am using the wrong key..
...my thoughts are ever busy,
wondering what to do..
and how to do what I think..
Because,
my joys turned to moping,
..with sadness, always complaining..
Mmmmmh, it suck..
,more that a tick..
because, its hard to be weak,
When everyone focuses on your strength..
..hoping to see you always,
,,at the end,
of the tunnel, lighted up,
..but they don't know,
how you tried using a candle,
to chase away the dark thoughts,
..and moments in your life,
,they don't know,
how fragile you are ..
.. to be mishandled..
to be thrown up and down,
to be given a slap, instead of a crown..
They don't know,
You, but only see a perception,
of themselves in you..
They don't know,
..how you fought your fears,
,how you turned your failures,
..and how you balance on the slope,
,holding on the two string knotted rope,
..in the name of having hope.
They don't know,
,you dreamt of success,
in your dreams to succeed,
..you doubted,
,your doubts for a better future.
They don't know,
how you are feeling,
..how hard you willing,
,to do anything,
...in order to own everything,
that you've been dreaming,
of, every in your wanting,
..wishing, needing ..
List...
They simply don't know,
,how hard you pray,
..how strong your faith is ..
They don't know,
..you are a mustered seed..
....or that book..
that's easy to read,
..but hard to understand..
They just don't know..!!!

                      ⓒ2016

Monday, 2 May 2016

And Your Camera Too

She loves my camera,
..she is always ready,
to pose for it..
She never minds the shoots,
..she always calls up..
...for more..
Whenever we set up time,
..for a session,
she is always punctual ..
I remember the first time,
,that I took my shoot,..
she was so stubborn,
and it too me long,
to make a perfect shoot..
..but after a while,
,she became my model..
and there is this dress,
that she loves so much..
..she uses it in our ever session,
be it at night or during the day.
and I must confess,
..the dress make my camera..
take more shoots,
before it gets battery low,
,because she looks so cute,
..beautiful and gorgeous,
all at once..
At times, she bends to the camera,
,for a better focus,
..at times, she goes up,
,for a nicer shoot,
..at times, she just lies down,
,for a comfortable pose,
..at times, she bends,
,for an easier pose,
and at times, she just stands,
,for a quick shoot..
..that's when we don't have time..
but I do every session.
The funnies thing,
is that, she is only model,
I have, and the best..
...the best that I have ever had..
..I will trade nothing for her.
She love my simple studio,
...and enjoys the sound of my radio,
,because it helps in destructing,
the neighbours, form her sweet sounds..
and if there are no lights,
..she plays it nice, slow and low,
Because she love privacy..
Hehee, I so love my model,
..because she gets excited,
and starts to kiss my camera..
..looking for a closer shoot..
Hahaa, she texts me..
whenever she is out of pictures,
,and I do the honour,
..of organising a session..
....and After every session,
,she always tell me this..
..."I love so much baibe,
,and your camera too..
..lol..!!

                       ⓒ2016