I Just Cann't

I just cann't tell..
    ..What am feeling...
like a dry well..
  with no water.
or like a wall..
  Filled with cracks...
Such a painful feeling,
.. dip within..
I thought, I was all she had,
  ..I was all she deserved..
  ..I was the only one she served..
Till I met him..
.. we shared her,
I like an isolated star,.
  ..I glittered alone,
In my own darkness...
Demn, I just cann't tell..
  ..how it feels..
Its not pain..
but I guess its an energy gained..
..... in pain..
  with a love so lame..
a heart in love..
   at the wrong time...
I just cann't explain...
  ..it's a heart filled with,
Love, Love stain.....

                 ⓒ2015