Thursday, 28 January 2016

A Promise

I promised myself,
,that she will ever see me smilling,
even when am stressed,
..or dip in into sadness,
as roots in to the soil.
She will always see my branches..
..and leaves.
I promised myself,
that my pain is mine,
,and my gain is our gain..
..but her pain is our pain..
and her gain is our gain.
I know am being selfish,
,but I dont like it ..
when she is afraid...
You see, I like it,
when she is happy,
..all the time smilling,
Because, it keeps on remainding, me..
that, I have a promise to fullfil,
A promise promised to self..
a promise to self for her,
Because if I tell her,
,she wont be happy,
...her smile will fade..
And I will have broken my promise,
of which girls also hate ..
...when promises are broken.
I love it, when she is free minded,
Away from stress and worry,
,away from debliss and lowly..
..so I will keep my promise..
A promise promised to self,
,a promise to self for her...

                   ⓒ2016

Wednesday, 27 January 2016

ever Since You Left

Ever since you left,
I moved all my things to the right,
Atleast, I see if I can gather some light,
to fill into the darkness that you left..
In my heart and mind,
,truely love is blind..
I never saw that coming,
but atleast I knew I was in your planing,
..that I shouldn't know your on going..
plans of toying...... arround.
You see,
,ever since you left..
all I have been getting is the best,
..of me, compared to the rest..
not that you hindered me,
No, You used to encourage me..
..and am now putting it into action,
,not gain your attention;
No, but to make you proud..
atleast one day you will not look me in the crowd,
Because I will be on top of ground,
..and my name in every sound..
I have to say,
,that ever since you left,
I have been missing you,
,I cann't hide, thats true..
but, you missing our future together,
atleast, you helped in making my past better,
and my future away much better...
Because ever since you left,
I wrote this,
this combination of words..
..to escort your actions..
,that gave me determinations,
..to build nations,
,Thank you...

                   ⓒ2016

Tuesday, 26 January 2016

SHE Is The ONE

I used to lough at people,
..whenever they said that,
they don't eat or drink,
that they don't sleep,
..and during the day, they dream..
all because of love,.
Untill the day caught myself,
,loughing at myself..
Because I would go a day..
or two without eating,
..at night my thoughts were all cought up,
by feellings for her,
..and made me think of her all night..
how beautiful my life would be,
....with her my side..
How I would be a happy man,
,with her as my woman...
I kept on promising her in my thoghts,
,that I will treat her,
As how a man is suppossed to treat a woman..
,that her happiness..
...will top my list of preorities..
That she will be a dream lived...
..and since dreams are valid,
,she is reading this now...
..look she is smiling now..
She is my Queen..
..a trophy that I have been longing..
........to win..
An ocean, that I have ever wanted,
............to swim..
The one girl, that I treasured..
...my Heart for...
she is the one..
... the one, that I love...
She is the one..
... the one and only..
To the rest am sorry...
,because she is the ONE...

                    ⓒ2016

Sunday, 24 January 2016

What Goes Over..??

It's like when..
On my hand,
I have with me, a mango..
,by pressing it in..
..via my fingers, i can guess,
that it ripen, but am not assured..
Because I might peal it,
and get frastrated,
...for it might be rotten or unripen..
But am affraid of pealling it,
,because it all av' got...
and the more it stays,
...the more it make me wonder,
If I should let it be or
..peal it..
Mmmmmh, thats how my heart feels,
,love, is the mango...
,my heart is my hand..
..via my mind and instincts..
guess that the love is ripen ..
..but it's not sure...
My heart might decide to peal it,
,and remain frastrated...
....or get satisfied..
But it aint assured of any...
It is tempted to peal it ..
..and taste it..
But a heavy heart beat ...
,acts as a reminder, "think about it"
My mind says, "go for it"
and am left to face it..
,by choosing,
..either my mind over my heart...
,or my heart over my mind..
that's what is left behind...
,what goes over...
...and what remain under..
,the other....???

                   ⓒ2016

Monday, 18 January 2016

Worth Waiting For

Mama once to told me that,
..the beautiful one's are not born yet,
but the I asked my self...
"...are you still in your mothers womb..??"
Because you are sooo beautiful...
But if she is right about that,
,then always be by your mothers side,
..while she is pregnant with you..
I will check with her each and every month,
,till the ninth one ...
and when she will be in labour,
..give birth to you..
I will be there at the reception,
,waiting, to hear you, cry...
I will be there waiting, to see you..
and hold you in my arms beautiful...
Because you are worth waiting for.
And as you breast feed,
,I will be there waiting you be satisfied..
so that I may play with you...
..and make you lough and happy...
And enjoy watching all long ...
..till and as you sleep,
,I wont blink, till you wake up,
and I see you smile at my face...
All that, because you are worth waithing for.
And when you start schoolling,
..I will watch over you class by class,
,level by level.. year to another..
I will be patient, and wait for you..
..till you done with school..
And while still young growing,
,I will take you to church..
..and make you love and learn his word,
So you my pray for me to be patient,
;as I wait for you .. and I the same..
Because you are worth waiting for.
And when we are finally together,
,I wont wait to read this for you..
For I have been waiting to tell you..
..how beautiful you are..
a beauty in full....
...a beauty worth waiting for...

                   ⓒ2016

Do You Love Me.....?

See, I almost everthing about love..
..I know that GOD is Love..
,that love is paitent and kind..
that love is blind..
...that has no front or behind.
Love aint boaustful or proud..
Love aint selfish, rude or wicked,
,love aint jealous or envious;
...love aint irritable or touchy,
Love is joy and being happy..
,love is being together..
...love is "kupenda"...
Love doesn't demand it own way;
;love doesn't hold grudges against anyone,,,
,,,love doesn't notice when others are wrong;
..love doesn't rejoice about injustice..
......love comes more that just twice..
,Love is glad when truth wins its way..
Love is love by the way,
..also love never gives up;
;and its faith, hope and patience,,
,,,never fails..
Love is never tale...
.....Love, love is real...
I know all that, with help, from ..
.. 1 corinthians 13:4-7 ...
But what I don't know about love,
,you are the one to tell me...
Do you Love Me...?
..I just wonna know that too..
Yeah, so please let me know..

                   ⓒ2016

Thursday, 14 January 2016

FORGIVE ME

This is me, saying sorry..
,because my heart is in a worry,
..a worry of lossing you,
the one that I gave my love too.
I know you are thinking,
..that I stopped carring..
carring for you,
carring for us..
but even GOD knows..
..not even a second did I think,
of not carring..
I accept my behaving was right,
that why, am taking my time to write,
,this poem to you..
telling you that am sorry for hurting you,
telling you that am amshamed of making you cry,
telling you that am really sorry for making feel lonly.
All those times that you smilled,
..pretending to be fine..
All those nights that you cried,
..hoping tomorrow will be fine..
All those days that I looooonged,
..I promise to shorten them with time..
Words aint louder, I know,
but you aint her, for I to show,
,my action to you my Queen.
It hurts me alot,
..whenever I hurt you..
Believe me, it Heart's me alot,
..whenever I heart you...
So please talk to me...
..alteast even take a meal,
Because am sincere...
,am sorry, please my dear..
Forgive me, and
Forgive my doings...
...am going to be me,
I wont let you sleep,
,without telling your beautiful..
I will always wake you up,
,to tell you your beautiful..
I will every time, all time..
,remind you I love you...
Because I do love you..
...accept my apologies..
,and please FORGIVE ME...!!

                   ⓒ2016

Tuesday, 12 January 2016

Yes No, No Yes

I remember those times...
..that I was sooo happy...
Such that my heart was the deport...
,in away that, if I was to start a business..
..until  now I would still..
be a billionaire..
But all of a sudden, my life got dark..
..and filled with bad luck...
my heart created a dip void..
,that my mind would never avoid..
in its thoughts of dispear...
I was once told that..
..music is for the sad man..
and now I tend to believe..
,because it was so easy to be decieved..
But musically I have been recieved...
..through my earphones.
Am not sad ... No..!!
... Am anguished ... Yes...!!
My thoughts are fighting each other,
,my feeling are demonstrating...
My heart is breaking...
..my body is Lazing..
Yes and No..
,are the only answers I know..
A mountain with no snow..
Yes and No..
,am sitting on a stone...
Blowing into a blowing wind..
Yes I Know.. am going crazy,
but, No.. Crazy is going...
Yes and No, are my confusions,
No, Yes is my confession..
...am not happy...
......and yet am not sad...
Yes, am mad...
Mmmmmmh, No, my bad..
A coin has two sides..? NO..!!
..no one thinks of the third side..? YES..!!

                   ⓒ2016

Am Only Human

Muscular..
..brawner...
,one with power..
..a poin zero to perfect..
she wanted a superman..
..one whom would fly her..
,away from her problems..
and challenges of her life...
..one whom would take her,
to the moon, as trip ..
,in a flash..
One whom would protect her..
from any type of hurt..
..one whom would provide,
to all her needs.
,but am only human..
..weak, low in power,
and very far from perfect.
I cann't fly, plus I even get tired of walking,
,but I would help her face,
..her problems, and also..
challenge her challenges together.
I cann't take her to Moon..
..but I would love her to the moon..
and back, and take her farthest..
,to cloud nine and may be ten.
I can protect her from all hurm,
..but not all, some are beyond my ability.
I can provided to her,
,but to her all needs...
...am still poor..
But She wanted a SuperMan,
and Am Only Human..

                    ⓒ2016

Monday, 11 January 2016

Nature All Love

,and after along day of fun,
..and good memories making...
Me and my Baibe,
,sat down by the hill..
..ready to watch the movie..
..of the sun set...
And as it was getting dark..
,I heard the sun whisper to the moon,
..that when it shows up ..
it should brighten the sky beautifully..
..for us to stare at...
The sun also sent the moon with a massage...
,to the stars, wind and birds..
That the star should twinkle...
..such that when I look into her eyes..
,i can see them gorgeously shinning..
  And also at that time when she is in my arms...
that the shooting star should appear,
..and take time to disappear,
So that we may have made a wish...
The wind was assigned to blow...
..sofly, bringing in the bleeze..
,from all sides, to us...
...and when we kiss..
,the birds should chirp..
...their beautiful sound..
to help kiss in a rhythm,
..and enjoy too..
And incase we feel asleep...
,the they were all to watch us..
..as we sleep till morning..
And watch another movie...
..of the sun rise...

                   ⓒ2016

She Said That

,I do wonder alot,
where do people go..
..when they die..
,and how they feel..
..when they are burried..
I dont wonna die yet..
...but in this rain am just wet..
I wish I felt the rain..
See, she told me...
,that she's burried my love,
Deep inside her heart...
..but my love for her aint dead..
so I just cann't help but wonder,
,how comes, she has burried my love,
..of her, in her heart and it aint dead..
I tried asking her Why...
but she answered in a way..
,that left a kings smile on my face..
She told me that my love aint burried..
..because its dead, no..
But its burried in her heart like a seed..
,in a soil .. with a purpose of growth..
She said that my love is like a masterd seed...
,because it's growing from time to it..
She said the my love has occupied all the space,
...that no void is left in place..
She said that, with my caring and minding for her,
,has been watering my love for her...
She said that, my sweet words towards her,
,have been caltivating in her heart..
She said that, my sincere sorry to her after my mistakes..
,have been prunning the bad branches, ..and shedding the bad leaves..
She said that, she loves me so much,
..that in her every heart beat..
,she is remainded of me..
She said that, all she said..
..is because she knew...
that I wondered why does love go..
,after it dies...
..and also confirmed it to me..
that love does doesnt die,
,but it does fade...
But, she also said my love in her heart..
....is toooo concentrated to fade..
,She Said That, and That she loves me...

                   ⓒ2016

Friday, 8 January 2016

YOU

...mmmmmh, okay okay...
There is this girl that I sooo much love..
..and even cherish to no limits...
Her presious name is YOU...
,,yes, YOU... she tld me so...
She has these cute eyes,
..in them my shyness lay..
,they are like a sun set..
...sooo alaming like a time set,
to kill me together with her smile..
,a gorgeous smile,
..brilliantly coloured with milky,
shines teeth .. strikingly..
making her more attractive,
,magnificent is the word, I have..
....for YOU..
I and You share someting special..
,that is specially designed us..
..uncommon to others...
See, ,not only water and soil make mad..
..or mental diseases...
but also YOU, YOU makes me mad...
..YOU drives me crazy...
YOU also makes me lazy..
,because am ever thinking of YOU..
.... YOU as the silver linning...
  ,am the cloud,
...YOU as the safe word..
,am sound..
,inside my mind and heart...
..all YOU will find is YOU..
.......I love YOU.....

                    ⓒ2016