Yes No, No Yes

I remember those times...
..that I was sooo happy...
Such that my heart was the deport...
,in away that, if I was to start a business..
..until  now I would still..
be a billionaire..
But all of a sudden, my life got dark..
..and filled with bad luck...
my heart created a dip void..
,that my mind would never avoid..
in its thoughts of dispear...
I was once told that..
..music is for the sad man..
and now I tend to believe..
,because it was so easy to be decieved..
But musically I have been recieved...
..through my earphones.
Am not sad ... No..!!
... Am anguished ... Yes...!!
My thoughts are fighting each other,
,my feeling are demonstrating...
My heart is breaking...
..my body is Lazing..
Yes and No..
,are the only answers I know..
A mountain with no snow..
Yes and No..
,am sitting on a stone...
Blowing into a blowing wind..
Yes I Know.. am going crazy,
but, No.. Crazy is going...
Yes and No, are my confusions,
No, Yes is my confession..
...am not happy...
......and yet am not sad...
Yes, am mad...
Mmmmmmh, No, my bad..
A coin has two sides..? NO..!!
..no one thinks of the third side..? YES..!!

                   ⓒ2016