Am Feeling What You Are Feeling

Its a feeling am trying to avoid,
..a feeling that leaves me with a void,
in my heart, day to day making me low joyed..
So I decided to put it into writing,
..may be words will help me in feeling,
it, and for you to seeing my center feeling,
When you are away,
,away, away from me.
This feeling is more than that of missing you,
..I wish it had a name, i would have told you,
but its a weird type of a feeling,
Loving you, missing you and hating you,
Hahaa yeah, hating you,
Hating you coz of being away,
..and making me feel this way,
I hate you for manipulating my mind,
and disorganising my thoughts of the day,
..because I think of you all day,
All day hating you for being away from me,
Because I cant tell you how I feel,
How I miss you and how much I love you,
Imagine how romantic is,
..how cute is us..
Together, telling each other,
and arguing who loves the other most,
Hahaa a competition with no loser,
coz if its losing, we lose together,
,and if its winning, we lift the trophy together,..
Aaaaah, I hate what am feeling..
I even cant understand what am writing,
But am sure you, as you are reading,
and may be even feeling,
.. as am feeling,
Am sure by now, you hating me too,
because the feeling is mutual and also true..
am feeling what you are feeling..
..be it Love, missing or hating..
the feeling is mutual..
This feeling is as a chemical,
,it has a series of reactions,
...I hope you feeling me,
Like am feeling you..
Babe, am feeling what you are feeling..
I Love You..

                     ⓒ2016