They Don't Know

The world is mimicking my voice of hopes,
,my fears murmuring my failures,
My little save strength,
...pushed at a slippery slope,
with a two string knotted rope..
..to hold on to.
my pain confirming my doubts,
doubting my dreams..
..on having a better..
...and a brighter future..
filled with success and excellences,
drugging my hard work,
..to my negative side..
where laziness rules..
,,,to every door I approach,
Am using the wrong key..
...my thoughts are ever busy,
wondering what to do..
and how to do what I think..
Because,
my joys turned to moping,
..with sadness, always complaining..
Mmmmmh, it suck..
,more that a tick..
because, its hard to be weak,
When everyone focuses on your strength..
..hoping to see you always,
,,at the end,
of the tunnel, lighted up,
..but they don't know,
how you tried using a candle,
to chase away the dark thoughts,
..and moments in your life,
,they don't know,
how fragile you are ..
.. to be mishandled..
to be thrown up and down,
to be given a slap, instead of a crown..
They don't know,
You, but only see a perception,
of themselves in you..
They don't know,
..how you fought your fears,
,how you turned your failures,
..and how you balance on the slope,
,holding on the two string knotted rope,
..in the name of having hope.
They don't know,
,you dreamt of success,
in your dreams to succeed,
..you doubted,
,your doubts for a better future.
They don't know,
how you are feeling,
..how hard you willing,
,to do anything,
...in order to own everything,
that you've been dreaming,
of, every in your wanting,
..wishing, needing ..
List...
They simply don't know,
,how hard you pray,
..how strong your faith is ..
They don't know,
..you are a mustered seed..
....or that book..
that's easy to read,
..but hard to understand..
They just don't know..!!!

                      ⓒ2016