I Am, Me

My eyes,
..have shed tears,
just like a child..
..rolling down on my checks..
my getting the comfort..
..of pain and agony..
Sad rewriting my happy story,
..and enjoy the glory,
....with no state of sorry...

As a young man..
..more than one,
..two or three times,
I have felt it,
..and through it,
I have passed,
But it has scared me,
..with painful wounds,
and time tik's anti clockwise,
wondering; when am gonna heal,
...when my time will ring the alarm..

Patience is a virtue,
..but isolation is a part too..
loneliness and disappointments,
..even a tip toe of success,
no one stands as a witness..
"You failed" is their greatest focus,
...lecture and complains,
even my tear, becomes weak..
nothing helps,

"You are a lier,
..hard headed..
never their to help,
,you do the opposite,
of what you tell us,
..of love fun..
,,comfort in laziness.."
..their words cut dip..
from the top to the bottom,
..all across my heart..
If only they knew how it hurts,
..but my hard work..
Is like a day time to a Bat.

May God give them eyes,
..before mine start seeing..
away from their road,
..away from their sun,
Into my beam of light..
..through the night..
Away from their right,
..into my unknown strong left,
Away from their right..
,into my wrongs,
..and positive songs,..
May they see..

Am not perfect..
..neither I aint a ratchet..
some single little mistakes,
,shouldn't make you assumes
..the small right steps I take,
Because when I say your mistake,
..."you are rude..
you never appreciate"
becomes your response to me..

But one day,
Yes, one day..
You will need my presence,
..but my absence will be your present,
,for me..
You will want to compliment me,
..but, the world will have done that to me..
You will want a little of my at least,
..but you will remember when I was the item,
,at the of your list..
One day..

God will see me through,
..from all this pain,
....tears and agony..
From all this hurt,
..isolation and loneness..

I stay be strong..
..even though might take long..
I will still keep my faith...
..because to Him its never late..

And for you too,
..its never late..
,to embrace my mistakes,
and the steps I missed to take,
,with no compare to another..
Cause I am Me...
..they can never be me,
Neither, can I be them..

Its never late..
..to know that am human..
and I am, Me..
Thank you...

                          ⓒ2016