I Wish..

At times I wish...
that my heart was made of stone,,
    so that it may take long to break...
that it were made of diamond,,
    so that it couldn't afford even a cruck...
But too bad,,
  it is more like a weathered stick...
it just breaks from a single touch,,
A touch of disloyal,,
A touch of betrayal,,
A touch of greed,,
A touch of pride,,
that they ever carried inside...
  them..
Now they have filled my heart with bitterness...
  Yes bitterness,, more than that of a lemon...
Coz mine is like a love venom..
   That attacks me from the inside,,
Dip in my empty void from side to side...
   Assuring my heart to be the cage of betterness...
For, all I haerd about love, was positive...
But, all I got in love after know it, was negative..
   Well I wish, wish n wish...
       Who's gonna fullfill them....??

                            ⓒ2015