Ule Poet QP

I feel rejected,
I feel so isolated,
I feel so oppressed,
I feel depressed,
I feel like I feel more than lonly,
Like in a dip hole seeing my body,
My soul in the air suffering from agony,
My heart shedding tears coz of the void,
That I got while trying to avoid,
it.....
That I got while getting raid,
of it.....
I thought through many it could be occupied,
But slowly step after the other it got destroyed,
More than an evacuated house,
More than a buttonless brouse,
I feel sooo loose,
That I cann't hid my nudeness,
Of hatred and bitterness,
That occupied the void in my heart,
just after getting hurt....
The answers I have been getting,
NKT!!! Not even one can let me in.
As days go by,
I tend to ask myself WHY..??
"Am I not able to handle even one..?"
"Am I not that handsome..?"
"Am I that stupid n damn..?"
"Am I...?"
"Am I...?"
"Am I...?"
At times I get myself laughing,
to myself wander,
If this is how useless I am..?
But I always have hopes,
That GOD is going to untie the ropes,
And breaking the chains,
And wash away the stains,
In my past..
In my heart n soul..
In n out my body..
In my past through my future..
(Jeremiah 29:11)
(Provervs 23:18)
(Ecclesiastes 3:11)
(Romans 12:2)
(2 Corinthians 5:17)
(Revelation 21:5)

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