That Man

  When I was young..
I want to change into man..
Just like pap..!!
,,but my mind was still young..
,since I envy being a man..
..for all the wrong reasons,
     I must admit..
And at some point in life,
..I did the wrong the things..
,my poor mind set..
,was decieved by my ego too..
..since I listened to no advise,
I grew closer to a man..
,and I told myself that am the man..
  ,the man I wanted to be..
Yes, that man..
,that I envied..
So, I as that man did those things,
  ..that I thought that man did...
,till at some point in life when Life..
  told me that, that man me..
that, that man, aint in me..
,though grew into a man,
I wasn't that man...
Since I was more than I presented..
not more of that man I envied..
but more of that man am supposed be...
,,I manipulated my potentiality..
    of being a better man in life..
  of being that man..
that people would envy to be like...
,but "it never too late",
I lowered my ego,
   and listened this time..
,now a strugling to be that man..
  that man, that is in me..
that man, that am supposed to be..
that man, that people will envy..
..and look up to..
I am now a man,
and I want to be that man..
Yes, That Man...

                     ⓒ2015